Paradigm

 

Salam Alayk.

sure do nobody's perfect. no souls ever lived since had never sinned. i did, so do you. but, it doesn't mean you're restricted from deeds. yeah, everyone wished for it. dreamed so that one day, life will always be colourful. drawn with wonderful pictures or abstracts, and coloured wonderfully. dreamed so that problems would be solved. resolutions created. but, there's no such things as running away. it'll just messes your life even more. mark it.

changes. is what problematic or troubled or even trouble-makers always wished for. even just a lil bit, or even just a while. but when they bounce back to visualise all the sins they'd made. the negative aura they gathered or received. they hold back saying that 'ahh, it's F* too late'.

pardon?

there's always a choice. God is merciful. never give a shit about sayings. close ur eyes, follow your thoughts. your desire. your instinct. nothing is impossible, especially makin' changes. work for it. of course, there's always ups and downs towards it. but hey, that's life. it empowers you, for future means.

but when things get really hard, real tough that you're thinking of giving up for the better. remember this...

لاَ يُكَلِّفُ اللّهُ نَفْسًا إِلاَّ وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لاَ تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِن نَّسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لاَ طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَآ أَنتَ مَوْلاَنَا فَانصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

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     لَهُ مُعَقِّبَاتٌ مِنْ بَيْنِ يَدَيْهِ وَمِنْ خَلْفِهِ يَحْفَظُونَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ لا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُوا مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ وَإِذَا أَرَادَ اللَّهُ بِقَوْمٍ سُوءًا فَلا مَرَدَّ لَهُ وَمَا لَهُمْ مِنْ دُونِهِ مِنْ وَالٍ  

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so buckle up will ya. shift your paradigm. change for the better. 

Annoyance

I know that I don’t want to hate you. But you’re just too much, overrated. You crossed the line, act beyond what’s bounded, and exceeding limitations. Imagine you’re out there in the public, where people doing things as much as everyone else did. Then all of a sudden, you notice there’s someone doing things different than the others. People laugh, he’s all gloomy. People walk in strafe, he’s walking in a petty pace.  Other’s applying good deeds, while on the other hand he’s causing bad omens. People hate being pathetic, while he’s simply driving himself to it. It doesn’t make any sense, why won’t you just simply do things according to other people’s rhythm? You’re against the nature.

 Please, don’t be such a jerk. What’s the point of exaggerating even though you don’t, won’t or even clearly never get what you wished for? Come on, it’s common sense. Get justified, don’t mess around. You’re wasting your precious time for something that’s impossible. You keep on doing it on and on repeatedly and continuously knowing that it’s very annoying to do so.  You know it’s wrong to be so, but why still? Because you’re so optimist of the outcome you wished for. You imagined that, dreaming it would work according to your way, “this would be just like this according to my way!”. Then you get euphoria like you’re having mental disturbance or somehow. Even though every single human around you up against it, the thing that drives you to act so would never ever be within your grasp but still stubbornness and optimism deafened you to accept the reality.

Think twice before you do, think big. Think what’s best, what’s the neutrality of nature is. You’re in an atmosphere, a scene or in specific occasion where people work things out that way under one administration. So be it, don’t be so ridiculous not to do so. People know that not all people own the same behavior or personality traits, but that’s just what nature is. Whether you like it or not, you are obliged to obey. You want to survive? Be a law abiding citizen. Remember this, what goes around will comes all the way back around.

Simplifying, open your eyes and ears of the hearings. Learn to face the reality; you can’t own everything that you wished for. And it’s true if you want something you wished for, then strive for it. But everything has their own limits, if you’re stubborn enough still having the urge to go for it, then go but don’t regret or depressed later on. Plus, don’t blame others for something they didn’t commit when the source of the pain comes from you yourself.  Last but not least, get smart, act smart and think smart whatever, whenever and wherever you are. 

Comprehensible Perhaps

Sometimes, something beautiful happen in this world but some certain things or matters aren't meant to say still in consistency. Undeniably consistency is the best way to maintain the balance of two parties. Just to keep things not so overrated. But when it comes to disagreement from either or not nor, maybe enhancement or disarming the consistency would be the best option to keep things on balance.

Presenting something to a whole new level, i mean an enhancement would be likely believed as the best option to acquire success. Transformation is the best part. That's where creativity takes in charge changing everything either better or worse. This is where balance currencies play its role here as to maintain the vigorous spirit in control. If it doesn't, when overrate takes over, you are doomed and bound to acquire success. You'll drop and condemned without honour. about presenting, when you did especially a whole new different kind of idea, people will expect something from you much especially the superiors. so be aware, of the choices and decisions you made. Think twice. Think Big in all matters and issues, because nothing is mere even the slightest stupidest one.

When you passed all of them, especially the presenting part. That's where the part of 'no turning back' plays its role. you shouldn't put your grieves on it, leaving the loved ones behind or maybe perhaps in the future things don't work out according to your expectations as it's beyond your limits. So please, reconsider everything, whenever you are, what you do, saw, think, speak, just everything as I believe it's comprehensible perhaps or maybe it's within compulsory.

Enough of this. New year, whole new agenda. so, good luck on whatever you're up to, make sure it's within the blessings of everyone, especially parents and Allah's. May Allah bless you all, bittaufiq wannajah !

you can't hope the benefits of the other party as the actual interest comes from yourself. so think big, think twice, think outside the box. do your part. Insyaallah, the magic would work. oYeah !

A Stand...

I never get it, why they keep on going non-stop creating nonsense anywhere they wishes. Well, what could I say more than it's human nature, there's some just sit and be nice and the other one always in mischief, can't sit tight be more ethical and creating havoc almost all the time. It made me sick of it, as I had enough of getting through it all the time either at home or school. I'm just sick of it.

So back years before, I swore to myself that I'll try getting along, understand those features naturally adapted inside each existing personal traits. It requires me much observation and mostly most of the times to study this thing. Well, honestly I think that studying this kind of thing is actually fun so I took an occupation as my interest when I grew up. To observe really give me back a profitable understandings to me, so I continued until now.

But, as I expected nobody would give a damn to this sort of workout, a waste of time. It's better for them just forget it and move on enjoying their boring life. Why !? Lack of understanding the traits and temperaments of course. My parents always told me, be good and understand each other. I never understand until now as I was told the period which I was still young to understand what did those statements really meant.

So now I did, I enjoy myself occupied by it and I'll keep on going to matter what until I've perfected it. Because I knew myself, when I truly understand temperaments of others, I could figure out their life pattern, rhythms, likes and dislike etc or simply, their traits. By that, it helps me getting along with them without being unpleasant. but sometimes, I tend to reverse things up, just to understand more, we need to varies up our ways, creativity always been helpful though as it gives me valuable insights.

As I've figured out much, I tend to help couple of my friends accepting my insights,  but it didn't work out because of some certain reasons. Then I knew, it's just some people won't get it that understandings of between really is compulsory for us. but what can i do more, I tried so but it didn't work out well so let it be as it does, and I'll just move on and keep on expanding and improving as much as I could as by that time I truly understood the statement expect the unexpected.

But, sorry to say this interest really is consuming myself, driving me insane every second. As I understand more, I get more frustrated... why on earth those assholes can't understand ? simple especially for them who officially studied in an territory for years where it's good enough to obtain such understandings. Then, there came what I called karma which struck me for these past 2 months, giving me much tense or more precise, mental disorder. I almost attempted killing myself, but I knew myself it'll drag me straight to hellfire. So I ordered myself to be at ease in any perspective ways, so I won't explode as I'm already  engulfed by boiling points. Else-more, it's not really the main cause of it, got others concealed beneath as it's personal for me to be shared to others.

Even-though so, I won't draw a white flag and I'll take a stand for what's right for me and the sake of others as I believe a law which is proven already either by him or Islamic Laws. Profit, Asset, Alibi and Liability is everything.

  

" What goes around, 

comes all the way back around "

Salam Alayk.

Forgive No Grudge

 forgive and forget no grudge

Peace Be Upon You ! ~

This gloomy night, suddenly 'this' crossed my mind althought it had been planned before, but for this i hope so, could be the one i've been looking forward to. For these past month, i've been looking forward on posting, but i just couldnt come up with something...it just went blank all the the time.

Yet we already knew that everyday we'll be facing things, any sort of things, incident, task etc. Recently, just couple of days back, i've just went through such a tremendous, hillarious, exciting, horrifying incident ever in my life...what could i say more, "sweet-sour memoirs during periodic of PMR's". It occurs unexpectedly, amazingly i didn't panicked at all, for the first moment i was engulfed with anger, but after that I just laugh to the outmost coz first of all to forget pain, revenge, anger etc and i was just like "oh God ! is this for real !?".

But it really gave a perfectly nice scar & pain to my ass after the butt-scissor thing and thankfully i'm stil alive, no severe or internal injury perhaps, just a minor one with a clean cut that's all. The 'yahoos' who did it, for the first time I saw his entire panicked-pale pace, that's the very first hillarious thing at that moment. The school require for the full-scale testifies or report from the both of us just for further actions, for me i'll just have to sit back and relax while waiting for this madness to settle down but for him, OMG ! haha, serves him right  he'll be facing with lots of reports lodged by the school, me and perhaps both of our parents. walao ! poor him but it'll be his lesson don't be a total 'yahoo' and make stupid yet awful jokes amongs his friends in future. Supposedly it must be like "you give shit, i shit you back" but for this, it's like "you give shit, you are doomed"..

By this, i need to remark that " Forgiveness Is Better Than To Curse A Vendetta" moreoever to a person like him; clearly people known him much perhaps, could be categorised as 'yahoos'. To me seriously, a person like him aren't valuable enough for me to curse a vendetta, to hold a grudge onto, to be scolded because as I said, he's the 'yahoos'. People for me valuable enough to curse is those who were already equipped @ adapted with much and much knowledge in those complicated brain because people like them could think with much more wider and further views of the consequences of that stupidy of course and perhaps, it wouldn't or maybe never ever cross yet lingers in their thoughts to play in that role. Fuhh ~

I always been reminded that better to forgive than to grudge and give him/her chance to change and repent of his/her wrongdoings as what some of my friends and most importantly myself, knew that i'm a type of person that keep or hold a grudge to people who create problems with @ for me. Because why? it's what the nature of God, His grace is far ahead than His wrath. Also, this kind of forgiving had been written in history, that it's his, Rasulullah S.A.W personality to forgive than to curse.

That's all perhaps, last but not least, please open up your views don't put up your stupid scales on the writer coz I am the condemned or roughly naughty as what all of you (friends) could see. Be bold in any matters just to be prepared for any circumstances or anything that will occur. Take lessons from anything, for it could change your entire life hopefully. Insya-Allah. May Allah Bless You.

Assalamualaikum...

until we meet again, until death do part us apart