test could be translated to many other significant meanings related to something that are meant from the user. Test is a kind of verb that are meant to measure the understanding or level of somone regarding some matters. This Imaginative yet momentarily world, every people no exceptions will be blessed with sumthing, some realized but some don't. To acquire that, test must be passed by any means, shape etc even the slightest and easiest one.
I've faced vary kinds of test that could be translated in many means. All of 'em require such patience, bravery, strengh that tested my physical, emotions, mentality to the limit but yet the hardest of all is to be 'ikhlas' on it and fight for my right defending the truth from being concealed by lies and frauds that i've faced the most this year.
To be honest, the 'hardest one' i've face meant to be the one that ache my heart really bad. Such dramas, hypocritism in front of this very eyes acted from those acted like there's never ever and ever such bad things they've caused to my life. Rumours and bloody speculations spread out especially to those particular person targeted by 'predators'. The results, I hated them which is the lowest level of IMAN for a muslim to acquire, starting that day on, I've promised myself would never and ever befriends with 'them' and always prayed during a 'spacious' time to them so that they could GO TO HELL !! until they are forgiven from the bottom of this precious heart.
To 'them', Thank You for ruining my precious life yet my dream life in that 'cave'.You turned everything upside down, spirited to unmotivated, patient to hot-tempered, love to despise, such words from you guys are bullshits !!
Phew, alas this is it. Guessed i'm not a tough person at all emotionally, logically I don't think those kind of act could be done by a person who as i watched 'followed' tarbiyah spectacularly as well as took those 'pearls' to their deepest heart accepted in that luvely yet memorable 'cave'.
Sorry for all the harsh words. any comments, misunderstanding or unsatisfied matters could be done in the chat box or in person. That's all for this post. May God Bless You Guys.
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah Wabarakatuh.
Home, Shah Alam
Friday - 3 : 33 p.mMarch 5th, 2010.
