sure do nobody's perfect. no souls ever lived since had never sinned. i did, so do you. but, it doesn't mean you're restricted from deeds. yeah, everyone wished for it. dreamed so that one day, life will always be colourful. drawn with wonderful pictures or abstracts, and coloured wonderfully. dreamed so that problems would be solved. resolutions created. but, there's no such things as running away. it'll just messes your life even more. mark it.
changes. is what problematic or troubled or even trouble-makers always wished for. even just a lil bit, or even just a while. but when they bounce back to visualise all the sins they'd made. the negative aura they gathered or received. they hold back saying that 'ahh, it's F* too late'.
pardon?
there's always a choice. God is merciful. never give a shit about sayings. close ur eyes, follow your thoughts. your desire. your instinct. nothing is impossible, especially makin' changes. work for it. of course, there's always ups and downs towards it. but hey, that's life. it empowers you, for future means.
but when things get really hard, real tough that you're thinking of giving up for the better. remember this...
لاَ يُكَلِّفُ اللّهُ نَفْسًا إِلاَّ وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لاَ تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِن نَّسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِن قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لاَ طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَآ أَنتَ مَوْلاَنَا فَانصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ
(2 : 286 )
لَهُ مُعَقِّبَاتٌ مِنْ بَيْنِ يَدَيْهِ وَمِنْ خَلْفِهِ يَحْفَظُونَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ لا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُوا مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ وَإِذَا أَرَادَ اللَّهُ بِقَوْمٍ سُوءًا فَلا مَرَدَّ لَهُ وَمَا لَهُمْ مِنْ دُونِهِ مِنْ وَالٍ
(13 : 11 )
so buckle up will ya. shift your paradigm. change for the better.
